ʍǝıʌ ɟo ʇuıod ʇuǝɹǝɟɟıp ɐ ɯoɹɟ ǝɟıן ʇɐ ʞooן oʇ pǝǝu noʎ sǝɯıʇǝɯos♔

2012-02-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

Here's my current ear muse. Been a really productive week for me i can say ? Achieved my 1 million of daimoku, attended leaders training course & finished one of sensei's book. Just got appointed as district leader, haha feeling rather happy at the same time cracking my head on how to do well and encourage my members. Hopefully i'm able to cope with it (: shall chant for more wisdom in order to help each and everyone of my members. Not to forget, to spread this mystic law around. Sensei's book is always so encouraging and each chapter in the book that i completed taught me lots of lesson that you will never have a chance to learn in school. I'm really proud to be a part of SSA & of cos NPSD (Y)! Attended 2 zandankai as usual and i've shared my testimonial of how ghz guarded me throughout. Thank you so much :D

Been quite sometime since i last watch a movie, went to watch "this means war" with shannan on thursday after my follow up appointment. Watched "the wedding diary" the next day with shannan & edwin. Both are really niceeee! Met up with the usual peeps and had durian supper at geylang, spent a total of $173 on it but of cos i tried to bargain to $168. I want more .___. can't wait for another round!

After rotting at home for more than a month, finally i'm going to start work on thursday! Hehehe! This weather i such a killer!

Okay, i'm damn sian. Signing off, byeee (:

2012-02-21T19:48:00.002+08:00

Okayyyyy, hi blog. You're so dead ~.~ shall keep you company for awhile. heh! Just had my surgery done and i'm currently rotting at home everyday. Gotta go back for a follow up on thursday and shannan volunteered to keep me company :D ! Such a nice boy. Prepared my testimonial to share during mum's district meeting this sunday. Sad to say i gotta skip mine due to SUJ exchange this saturday. Shall share during my next district meeting! Thanks ghz for safeguarding me all the while. Been chanting that the entire process gotta be a painless as i'm really afraid of pain and indeed, it was a painless process (: Just completed reading one of sensei's book, as usual, sensei's book is always so encouraging. Nothing much to update for now, so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

We do not love people because they're beautiful, we find them beautiful because we love them.

2012-01-01T08:46:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year To All!

Outta so many new year i had in my life, i can say this year's new year eve was really the best one. Because i spend it with my beloved NPSDians! Shall start recapping and of cos can't stop smiling to myself while writing this post. Haha!

Knock off at 1pm yesterday, rush home and took my shower while waiting for the rest to arrive at farrer park. Headed to city square NTUC to gather food for our steamboat. Yeah, buying groceries with the guys is kinda tough. They were playing most of the time while the girls including teck lih were busy choosing the items. Came home after that and everyone started getting our hands busy by preparing the food except for shannan and criss. Lol! While all of us are busy in the kitchen, they were watching anime. Finally we are able to start our dinner at 7pm. Everyone was complaining that they were hungry but end up we couldn't finish the food so we kept it aside and decided to go for a second round during midnight. Here comes the fun part, michelle bought the game "twister" over and we went crazy over it. Lots of unglam photos taken but its not with me for now. We were laughing like mad. Hahahaa! Bones were aching. lol! And we did our evening gongyo together and proceeded downstairs to play with sparklers! Shannan's mum bought 250 sticks for us. Hehe, came back home and started playing a game broght by chin peng. Forgot whats the name of it already but it was a really mindfucking game. LOL! It was 23:55 and yep, all of us including my sis and mum kneeled down and did our new year prayer together. I could really feel the unity from both the gongyo we did together, one was at 9pm and next one was 11.55pm. Really nice to chant with my comrades (: terry brought vodka over from his place and criss went to holiday inn hotel to get a bottle of martell in the afternoon. Decided to go for vodka and guess what ? After drinking a little, we threw it away cos they said the taste was really bad. Hahaha! Martell was being left aside for the next event. Oh, and we went back to the playground to continue playing with the left over sparklers. Terry suggested to play "crocodile" . Its like catching basically. It was past midnight and we were running and screaming like a bunch of lunatics. Okay, i mean me :x haa! I guess i let out lotsa fats last night ? Yay :D !

Second round of steamboat after that and darn! A lizard attacked our food and all the meat and fish had to be thrown away. Haha and our first meal of 2012 was vegeterian as only the vege were clean. But still it was a nice supper despite me not eating. Haha! Had a dialogue with ruizhen and we exchange stories of our ex boyf. Later on, had a chat with the guys for a few hours ? Its really different when i hang out with my comrades. We talked about life, buddhism and lots of meaningful stories ? And jokes of cos! i'm beginning to love all of them and really enjoy spending time with each and everyone of them. Without them, i guess it just be another normal day for new year eve ? Watched kungfu panda 2 and johnny english reborn together and i was the first one to knock out. Slept from 5.30 to 7am and headed for breakfast at mac. Everyone was in a zombie state while having our breakfast. Yay! We were the first customer of mac in 2012. Hahaha lame! Shall stop here and gotta go to TBSC for new year prayer meeting.

Once again, i would like to wish whoever reading this a very happy new year! & I LOVE NPSDIANS! Let's strive for victory & WIN WIN WIN my fellow comrades in faith <3

2011-12-28T10:53:00.000+08:00

Having the urge to blog. Been feeling kinda down for the past few weeks and I’m beginning to lose my appetite. Could still remember the last time when I was upset over a broke up with my ex few years back, I starved myself for 3 days ? No food, just water. I know its stupid but this is what I do to make myself better.

I guess you’re tired ? Because you’ve been running in my mind for the past few weeks. I wouldn’t dare to say much here as I’m worried that you will browse through my blog and find out how I’m feeling right now. I have a wish and I hope it can be fulfilled asap. If there isn’t a way for us to work out, I hope I can leave without feeling that heartaching. Oh ya and hopefully I won’t have to see you after the 4^th of February. I swear by then, there will no longer be any conversation or meetup between us. I need to be strong and move on. Meanwhile I’ll be waiting here silently, no complains, no regrets (:

8 more trainings and there we go …

2011-12-23T13:33:00.002+08:00

Another nice song (Y)!

Rotting at my desk right now. Yeah whenever there's nothing to do, this stupid mind of mine will start running wild. I feel like shitttttttttttttttt! Life.. what to do ? Just suck it up!

I'm glad that at least there's something for me to look forward to. Having instituition meeting tonight at syc. And meeting B10 for xmas celebration tomorrow :D! At least a moment without sadness ? I've got so much to say but i don't know who to turn to. If only someone could give me a hug and tell me "everything will be fine" .

Gonna have a heart to heart talk session with Shannan after tonight's meeting. I hope he's fine though. Heartbreak & more heartbreak for this boy. Feel kinda sad for him. He wanted to go drinking but too bad i don't drink and so i turned him down. Anyway I hope after tonight, he'll be able to move on (:

Shall stop here. Byee ((: !

If they don't know how to value you, let them go. It's much better to lose them than to look stupid being with them .

2011-12-21T16:09:00.008+08:00

Helloooo ! When did I last updated my blog ? I see spider web here. Went for a photo shooting session with an old friend of mine last Sunday. Here are afew of the photos taken, there are more in my facebook :D heh !

Yesterday was the very first chingay training using the cape. It sure was a mess. Haha! Don’t know I got slap how many times -.- lololll hopefully it will get better after more trainings. Nmhrgk!

Everything went well until the end of yesterday’s training. Was heading home alone and bump into qi jun while I was on my way to promenade. That totally spoilt my mood. He said “hello lynn! where’s ******* ? “ and I was like “erm, no idea?” everyone who knew us knows how close we used to be. Everytime I attend gakkai activites, people will bring your name up. Sigh, where’s the old you and where’s the old us ? And the damn thing is that I gonna face you every week till the end of chingay. When chingay ends in feb, we will still gotta see each other at least once a week to attend NP25 or any other soka meetings. This is so so so fuck up seriously. I know I shouldn’t say this but I’m beginning to hate you. Why the hell did we ended up this way ? You’re a guy, please don’t behave like a pussy. Most people that know us is asking me to give up and not try to salvage anymore but I wonder why I can’t. Maybe someday both of us will have to sit down and clear things out. I can no longer take it. This feeling sucks! Really …

Pretending to be fine but for what ? I need a long and sincere hug ...

2011-11-12T10:51:00.006+08:00

HAHA! This was how i spent my 11/11/11 ♥ More photos in fb (:

Did something retarded with Doyle. As you can see, we exchanged our shoes and he looks like some china freak. LOL! Spent our evening at ICA for SYDC ONE Production. The show was awesome! It will be a waste for those who didn’t turn up. Good job dancers!

Bound to selegie and had rochor tau huay with the boys after that. As I’m on diet, I ate using eye power again. Last meal I had was at 4pm yesterday. My tummy is getting flatter now! Hahaha! But Shannan bought soya milk for me which ruined my diet plan. Took a few sip and gave the rest to Kenneth :x reached home at around 1am, took my bath and crashed. Shall let the photos do the talking ^.^

Chingay training tonight & chilling with Jaslyn in town tomorrow (Y) !

Walk slow.. look above & embrace life

2011-11-08T14:43:00.006+08:00

I’m free to blog now so ya here I’m. Shall blog about things that are still in my memory. Pictures taken with Max the day before. Finally I managed to find someone to dine in this French restaurant. As you can see from the pictures above, the food there are unique especially the chocolate dessert above and the ambience too! Thought I was in france the moment I stepped into that shop. I can say the food there isn’t very cheap nor expensive. We left with a bloated tummy which cost us $75. Wanted to bring mum there next time but she said its too costly. Shall treat her there one day (: we went down to vivo after our lunch to see dogs. Wanted to get a dog but mum forbid me to. She said having a dog is very high maintenance and at the rate I’m spending, eventually she will be the one handling the expenses of the dog so she dare not take this risk, my asthma is another reason too. Sigh ): ! gonna own my own dog when I have my own family next time. Pray hard that my future hubby will be a dog lover! Lol.

Proceeded to meet my favourite crazy people in the evening and had dinner at ichiban boshi. Didn’t eat a lot as I had a heavy lunch with Max at Antoinette. Strolled to mbs and chilled by the seaside for a while. Guess what! We started playing catching and 老鹰捉小鸡 in the public but who cares ? Haha we are a bunch of sotplug people :D it certainly brought back lotsa childhood memories. Ha <3 ! expecting to stay out late that night as Monday was a public holiday but too bad the boys gotta book in the next day. Sigh! The 4 boys in our clique are all in NS now ): 2 years please pass like 2 minutes can ?

Went over to Max’s new house yesterday and played with his dog, Solar. He’s so damn adorable! Used to have phobia of dogs until I met his dog. Hehe! He ran to me and started licking and sniffing me when I entered his gate. LOL! Brought Solar out for a walk to the mrt station to fetch Calvin over at a later part of the day. His ass was shaking vigorously when I walked him. Haha! I’m not bian tai but is just so cute laa! Okay, anyway the dinner that Max’s mummy prepared was awesome! Been so long since I last ate such a sumptuous home cooked food! I have a mum who can’t cook ): spent the entire day in Max’s room downloading & watching movies, listening to songs, watched him game and do my online shopping. Shall spend the rest of my free days going to his house not to see him but see my dear Solar! Haha!

Shall end here :D ! can’t wait to see the rest at tampines during tonight’s chingay briefing and daimokukai. Byee ^.^

Life is like a road. It has bumps, cracks and obstacles, but in the end, it gets you somewhere.

2011-11-01T14:40:00.000+08:00

Most of my post have got songs cos i can't live without music. Here's the harold song by Kesha. Enjoy (:

Bound home right after work and dinner was skipped. Went for a jog around my estate and waited for lee peng to come over and choreograph a dance together for the upcoming general meeting on 4th of december. My first time partnering someone for choreography and i can say its not easy especially when we are using a fast music. Lost counting several times and lucky mummy was there to help us count. Haha! We are retarded uh. 2 hours to choreograph 12 eights and there's still a long way to go. Been searching for ideas on youtube and we managed to get a few ideas. Any zai dancer willing to help out ? Gotta go to syc for practice from today till thursday and chingay training this saturday. Schedule is pack pack pack! Thank god its a public holiday on monday which mean i've got time to do more research on youtube! Ghz give me unlimited wisdom can ? Rotting in office again, can't wait to eff off! Bye!

As we grow up we don't lose friends, we just learn who the real ones are.

2011-10-31T13:17:00.002+08:00

The staff did not take a good photo for this one ):

Chilled out with the boys last Wednesday and here are the photos. Photos are being switch to private album so it cannot be seen in facebook. Previous post I made was on the hang out with them so I shall skip it. Headed to batam with William on Saturday. Although it was only for 2 days 1 night, it was fun. The lobby of the hotel we stayed in has got pool table and its only S$4 per hour. So damn cheap! Played for an hour and we went to explore our hotel area and we realized there’s gokart, flyingfox and lots of other entertainment but we didn’t have a chance to play as we were rushing for a wedding that evening. As you know, for country like that are very ulu and we had to cross a drain covered with lots of grass -.- I asked William to piggy back me across and he agreed but to one condition. That’s to allow to him bathe first. Lol! Okay and I agreed to it. He said I weigh like a pig ._______. So mean right! Haha, anyway the wedding was quite similar to the wedding of Singaporeans but he invited lesser people cos they had a previous round of dinner at Jakarta earlier on. Went for ktv session after that and my boss booked a super big ktv room that can hold up to 30 people. Shiok! I think I sang the most that night. Haha! Boss also bought a few bottle of chivas, lucky no one was drunk. My colleagues came knocking at my room door during midnight to scare me, luckily William was with me so I wasn’t that scared. Only managed to sleep at around 3am that night and we were treated seafood for lunch the next day. Wanted to go for manicure but the queue was kinda long so William and I went for thai massage. I gotta boast about the price again. Heh! S$15 for 1.5 hours of massage. How cheap can it be ? Singapore is like double the price and shorter duration. And we bought perfumes there too (: Departed back to Singapore at 5.40pm and we met jin ming at vivo for dinner. I think I must have gain weight already. Been eating so much recently ): William said if I can slim down, he will tok his ahem. LOL! Another mean remark from him. Such an ass!

Sigh ): having a bad headache now, had 2 panadols but the pain is still there. Darn! Shall stop here.

2011-10-28T14:30:00.002+08:00

Here’s another song that I really like. Enjoy (:

Exactly one week since I last touched my blog. Spider web coming out already. Haha! Shall start updating here.

Monday 24^th oct: Head to work as usual and went down to syc for the dance preparation for the upcoming general meeting, Was told to choreograph a dance together with my partner. HELP! 1 more month to our performance date. Keep my fingers cross x.x lucky jun wei is heading over to my house next week to crack his head with me regarding the steps. Hehehe can relax already :x

25^th & 27^th oct: Work & home. That’s it.

Wednesday 26^th oct: Met up with fang at Chinatown for filming, I played a role of a photography club student. A short part but it was fun. Lots of eyes were staring at us when we did our filming. They thought we were professional actors and one of the guy shouted at the passerbys “we are from mediacorp!” lolol! Fang treated me for lunch later on and I headed down to marina square to meet my favourite boys. Was called a tortoise because I was late. Haha, went for pool game after the boys had their lunch. Was nag by criss because I promised them that I will have lunch with them but ended up I had lunch with fang at Chinatown. Sorry once again yeah ? Only managed to play 3 rounds of pool game because there was only 1 table left and 7 of us gotta share a table ): Best part of the day was dinner at Timbre! The food there were fantastic especially the pizzas! The roast duck one. Readers, you should try it :D! The boys wanted to drink and so we went down to holiday inn hotel to purchase a bottle of Chivas as that’s the cheapest place for alcohol. A huge bottle for only 55 bucks and a few of us bought shots. Cab down to hort park to chill and drink there. The place was so dark and quiet so it’s the safest place to drink. Ha! Wasted my money for the shot that I bought, I drank a sip and pass it to the boys cos it taste awful. Yep, I’m not a drinker. Just wanted to try for fun. They finshed up the huge bottle of chivas and we walked over to Henderson bridge. That super duper long bridge. I’m afraid of heights and thanks to them for holding onto me and calming me down. Shannan made it worst cos he was the only one drunk that day. He has got low alcohol intake and yet he drank the most. Dumbass! Lucky the boys manage to hold him otherwise I will die if I’m left alone with him. Scariest part of the day was when we reached the end point and we gotta walk through a damn dark lane in order to exit. The guys didn’t want to make a U-turn and so they opt for the short cut. I insisted not to follow cos the road was so so dark, no lights at all and it was already pass 10pm. Haha and guess what ?! I cried -.- thanks to jia wei and terry for holding my hand, one on the left and the other on the right in order to relieve my fear. Kenneth was guarding at the back and the rest of them guarded in front of me. One thing that really made me touch was that they sang songs for me although it didn’t sound nice but it’s the thought that’s counts, isn’t it ? when we reached the end point, the most eerie thing happened. It was a dead end! It wasn’t meant to be a dead end I heard because a few of them did walked that path before. I rooted to the ground but this time I did not cry. Yay! End up we had no choice but to make a U-turn. Kenneth sent me to my doorstep after that. I always feel safe and protected whenever I’m out with them. Thanks guys (: best day of the week I can say ? (Y)

Alright, its Friday today! TGIF! Heading to orchard to meet my usual clique to chill out and celebrate Halloween together. Celebrated last year’s Halloween with them and how time flies, here’s another Halloween with them. Too bad gary is unable to book out and so he’s gonna miss out the fun )’: we are gonna exchange Halloween treats later on. And I bought some Halloween theme chocolate named “cookies n scream” how cool is that ? Hehe! Can the time pass faster please!

Meeting William and we are going to batam tomorrow (: whee~! It’s a wedding of one of my colleague and William is tagging along with me. Although we are only staying there for a night, I believe it will still be fun ^^ shall stop here and update next week I guess ? Bye!

Life is too awesome to waste your time thinking about someone who doesn't treat you right (:

2011-10-21T17:27:00.003+08:00

For people who stalk my twitter and ring me up last night, i'm sure you guys know what had happen between my ex best friend and i. Yes, last night marks the end of our 7 years of friendship. Cried like hell last night and i told myself that will be the last time i ever shed tears for you. I don't see a point why i'm treating you like a priority and you treat me as an option. Its alright, everything has come to an end from the moment you stopped replying the last text of mine. I shall move on and i believe i deserve a much better friend than you (: last long with your guy ?

Suppose to go for facial with cousin tomorrow but both of us are busy and so gotta be postpone ): its deepavali on wednesday which means i do not have to report to work! Hooray! Will be spending the entire day out with my boys in town. For people who don't know me well, you can think that i'm a flirt surrounded with lotsa guys but you just gotta get the fact right. It just seems so difficult for me to get a true female friend. Whenever i'm down and i need advice or a shoulder, none of you came forward and lend me a hand. Its always the guys that are steady enough i should say ? When my girlfriend is attached, i'm like dead to her but even when my guy friends are attached, they still never fail to fork out time for me. You see the difference ? I've got no 女人缘 since young which i really have no idea why is that so. Well, i shall just stick to hanging out with my boyfriends. You guys are still the best (:

A message to her,
"Doubt you will ever read my blog and i'm sure you aren't aware that there's a problem between this friendship of ours. Since you think making your guy as your priority is right and leaving your friends is right, then go ahead. I've tried my best but at the end of the day, this is the outcome. Nothing else i can do i guess so yeah, take care"

Some people make your life better by walking into it while others will make your life better by simply walking out of it.

2011-10-18T17:01:00.004+08:00

90 more minutes for me to leave this damn place. All i can say is i'm really bored as my manager is overseas and there isn't anyone to assign task for me so yeah, i'm paid to surf the net for this entire month. Shiok but sian. Just came back from my teabreak and found this post stick sticking on my comp with a contact number but no name is stated. Wonder who the hell is it but I hope is 财神爷 ~.~ had lunch with my colleagues and they were matchmaking me with a young chap. They're more like my dad, trying to marry me off seriously -.-

Shall talk about what happened yesterday when max and i paid a visit to our friend over at his place as he's down with high fever due to virus infection. Max came over to my office and waited for me. How nice of him eh ? Lol, head over to northpoint for dinner and visit our friend later on. Okay, this friend happens to be my ex. Told max not to let him know that i will be heading over with him and so he was so shocked when he saw me. Its been close to a year since we last met. Oh well, as i expected, the scene was freaking awkward. The conversation between us was "hi" and a "bye". Lucky max was there to cover up everything and yeah, they were talking while i played with my phone. LOL! This always happen when one don't know what to do during such circumstances i believe ? Haha, and we ended off with a bye and that's it. I hope he will get well soon though (:

Hmm, gotta head over to telok blangah to practice for my sharing this sunday. Finally i got my damn script ready. I hope i won't mess up x.x shall keep my fingers cross! Been doing lotsa online shopping and my wardrobe is apparently FULL! Hehehe i love my wardrobe, not to forget my shoerack too :DD

This week gonna be another busy week for me. Practice my sharing tonight, work out tomorrow, dance on thursday and saturday, zandankai on sunday which means i'm only free on friday evening. I'm happy about it though. Heh, i feel that life's more meaningful when you're busy. Lack of sleep recently and i'm dozing off now ._______. shall head to the washroom and wash my face. Cya (:

Never think that you aren't good enough for anyone. Always ask yourself if they're good enough for you♥

2011-10-17T09:44:00.009+08:00

Monday blues for everyone i believe so here's a song to boost you guys up. Its a nice song, trust me :D just arrive at office and i've got nothing to do at this point of time and so here i'm. blogging away. Saturday was the very first chingay training. Managed to drag henry to join with me. Hopefully i'm able to shakubuku him through chingay 2012. Was kinda disappointed with my group. I thought all of us will be group in the same group together with all my nice boys but sadly william, kenneth and doyle are in different group with the rest of us. Luckily, henry, terry, criss, xaiver, shannan and i are still in the same group (:

Don't know why the hell is there 3 xmm in the same group as us. sec 4 & sec 5 -.- throughout the entire dance, they were busy attracting attention which i seriously cannot tahan. They think they cute uh ? We were playing ice breaker in order to make new friends with some new faces and we were suppose to sit in a circle introducing ourselves. That 3 little bitches were talking loudly, giggling and changing their place just to confuse us with their names. Fuck you! I swear i won't give you girls face if the same thing were to happen during next training. Nb -.-

Okay, i should chill. Anyway, i spent a meaningful sunday with william, max and a few other crazy people. But it would be perfect if helium gas was available. Haha! Expo is having some john little singapore sale. I swear the things there are god damn cheap! For aunties like me, you should go check it out. I bought 4 branded bras for less than a hundred bucks when it should cost more than that before discount. SHIOK! HEHEHE! Yep, there's a picture of it. Chio right ?! I love the all the ribbons & laces. Ha! And it was my first experience shopping for bras with 5 guys following behind me. The weird thing is that they are blushing and complaining while walking behind me yet they insist on following me throughout. What are on the mind of these boys ? Lol! Oh ya! Some bastard was trying to eat my toufu, he literally put his hand across my shoulders while we were walking. Feel like slapping him but he was max's friend so i just pretended nothing happen. And he fucking hold my hand awhile later. Thinking about this really makes my blood boil! Kuku! Lucky my friend helped to cover me. Thanks dude! Hmm, was a tiring but really great day spending with them.

Heard from my max that my ex is hospitalized. Will be meeting max later on when i knock off and we will be paying him a visit later on. Been so long since i last met him, hopefully there will not be any awkward scene. Tata!

Love has a thousand ways to give you pain, but friendship has thousand ways to recover em all ^.^

2011-10-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

Gonna be a super busy weekend for me. Knocking off at 1 pm and gotta head to tampines to meet the boys and have our institution meeting tomorrow. And yeah, tomorrow is the very first practice for the upcoming chingay! Hopefully everything goes well. Instead of having a good rest on sunday, gotta meet max, william and a few of the boys who taught me how to play with helium gas. Will be spending our whole day out from morning till night when i'm sick ): hopefully i can tank uh. Why is there only 24 hours a day ? I don't even have time to see a doctor. I think i should marry a doctor in future. Okay, i'm dreaming when i'm still awake. Lol

Watching X factor on channel 5 now. The guys and ladies are so damn hot! TOTALLY! Nice height and figure. I WANT IT! Gonna purchase more slimming pills! Their voices too! Alright, when did i started losing confidence in myself ? I should be proud of myself ~.~

Anyway, i had a fun day with my colleagues earlier on. First time working so closely with them. One of the guy treated me for lunch too. How nice. I LOVE GENTLEMEN <3 Heart always melt when they:

1) Open door for me

2) Let me have my turn first e.g boarding public transport/entering movie theatre

3) Send me home and ensure my safety at all times

4) Sing for me

5) Well groom

6) Generous (hate stingy guy -.- why do such guy even exist?)

7) Caring

8) Attentive

LOL! I'm like dreaming again! Okay nevermind, shall rest early tonight. Byee!

Walk through this world with me and everything will be easier ♥

2011-10-13T15:03:00.001+08:00

When a bad does a good it brighten up everyone
When a good does a bad it disappoint everyone
I rather be bad than to tired out myself for being good

Never Pause For Anyone

2011-10-12T16:49:00.001+08:00

To walk is what i always do, and most of the time i prefer not to look back to people who are no longer walking with me.

One day, if someone were to ask me,
"Why did you let other people leave you?"

I will reply and tell them, "Life is a long journey. I don't want to waste my time waiting for people who are no longer willing to walk with me."

(:

2011-10-12T10:32:00.000+08:00

Yummy! Looking at the picture itself is making me drool!

Korean food for dinner :D

Had nutella pancake as snacks after my dinner.

Do i look like a bimbo with that retarded glasses ?

Love this poker dot dress i bought online(:

Love the design of this Korean cafe. Look at the flowers!

Finally able to watch "change-up" ! It was hilarious & lots of ahem scene. Laughed all the way with stella. Hahaha! Was kinda unwell yesterday but somehow i felt better after hanging out with her. Heh. Lots of movies i wanna catch. Many nice shows recently. Here's the list of MUST WATCH movie!

1. Shark Night

2. Friends With Benefits

3. I Dont Know How She Does It

4. What's Your Number

5. You Are The Apple Of My Eye

6. Lan Kwai Fong

7. Puss In Boots

8. Paranormal Activity 3

Gotta keep aside 80 bucks for these 8 movies. Lol! Shall go for a jog this evening (: I FEEL FAT!

Don't work too hard for the spotlight. It'll find you (:

2011-10-11T10:33:00.002+08:00

Thought it would be a boring sunday for me the day before and thanks to henry for his call. Lol! As usual, he came to my house to wait for me to shower before we head out. Went to pomo to play our favourite pool game. He's still more zai than me. Proceed for our dinner later on and we did the lamest thing ever. He brought me to the arcade, gave me 50 bucks and we spend the entire evening there playing till 10pm. Haha! How retarded can we get ?

Now i shall update about yesterday. Nothing much to update about what happened at work cos it was a boring day in my office till desmond came over and fetch me out for lunch. Cab all the way to old airport to makan. I had western food and the food there is really nice. Met up with c.j after both of us knock off. Told him i had cravings for dim sum and he came all the way and brought me to a famous dim sum restaurant at geylang. He ordered so much for me and he ate like only 5% -.- how to not gain weight when my life is all about food ? Tsk! But anyway, thanks for your treat boy (: headed to town to get a birthday gift for a girlf of mine. Bought her a wallet. Hope she likes it ^.^
Promise mum that i won't spending anymore unnecessary money but i couldn't control myself yesterday. Spend 100 bucks on clothes and manicure. I think i gotta get another wardrobe as my current one is full already. Prolly another shoe rack too :x

Wheee~ can't wait to meet girlf tonight and we will be watching the movie " change-up". I'm thinking of what to eat for tonight's date :S got drench this morning and my dress, shoes and bag are all wet now. Hopefully it will dry up by 6.30pm. I think it will uh. Learn a lesson today "never wear flowy dress on a rainy day" . I think i zao geng like nobody business today due to the strong wind. Fml -.- so not cool. lucky i put on a hot pants otherwise gg.com . lol

Muscles are aching now. Thanks to all the arcade games i played with henry. This shows how long i did not work out. Gotta prepare to meet desmond for lunch again. Byee blog ☺

It's embarrassing when you catch me starring at you, but then again, that meant you were starring back ♥

(:

2011-10-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hang out with stella for the whole evening at town yesterday. Above is the food i had for dinner. Its a jap restaurant located at somerset 313. The queue was super long but lucky we went there early. They mainly sell jap curry. Worth trying and its only like 20 bucks ? Went shopping after our dinner. Due to my promise made to mum, i did not buy anything. But i saw a few dresses and a pair of boots that i really like ): sigh! I'm still missing them. Lol. Favourite part of the day was sitting at scape and had a long talk with stella! Managed to catch up with each other so much, heh <3! We talked from 9-11pm but not enough ley! After last night, i realised i need a close girlf more then a boyf. Hahaha!

Saw a friend at cineleisure yesterday and she was working there. Did not went up and say hi cos our friendship had come to an end 5 years back. Heard from stella that she just had an abortion. Wonder if i should pity her or its just what she deserve ? Throughout the 2 hours of talk we had, was told that lots of our ex classmates changed for the worse -.- 1 of them already has a 4 year old daughter. Just what's on the mind of such people ?!

Its sunday today and i'm rotting at home. I wanna watch what's your number, i wanna try out the new circle line and i wanna have dim sum!! Everyone seems so busy ): I want a soulmate! Monday tomorrow ?! Darn! If only i don't have to report to work.

Please be my everything except my biggest regret

2011-10-07T23:11:00.003+08:00

If you ask me if i'm fine, i would say yes but not now. Someone whom i don't expect to talk to forever just spoke to me. Had a weird feeling when he message me via facebook. The last time we talked was like last december ? This fellow brought back lots of good and bad memories. Should i thank him or should i not ? We took down each other's number once again, i'm not sure if its a mistake. But what i'm sure is, things will never be the same anymore. Can i call him my ex or just someone whom i relied on during my darkest moment ? Maybe i should thank him, if you didn't appear, i may not be the current strong and happy Lynn. Thank you boy (: i apologise if i said some nasty words to you in the past. Hope we can be friends once again ? Yep, just friends. Nothing else (:

Anyway, had dinner with Jasmond earlier on. Nah, not dinner. He had dinner while i took dessert. What to do ? You just gotta sacrifice if you wanna look good. Haha! Okay, its saturday tomorrow! Off on sunday but no one ask me out for now. Who wanna catch a movie with me this sunday ? ._______.

I don't wanna hold my pillow, i wanna hold you ..

2011-10-07T17:31:00.007+08:00

Here's Avril Lavigne- I Love You

Blogging in office now. Done with my work and there's nothing else for me to do now other then surfing the net. Twitter is giving me a big headache. Can't seem to tweet from my desktop, can't see my profile as well as the profile of others. Tsk!
Hmm, met up with william & jin ming and had dinner at nex. Our plan to chomp chomp was ruined due to the heavy rain. Had an awesome dinner at some newzealand cafe and had a camwhore session with the boys. Lazy to upload it here :x oh ya! iPhone 4s will be in s'pore on 28 oct. I'm so gonna get ya! But i won't be buying the first batch of cos. Shall get it once it starts to settle down otherwise i'm sure there will be many problems with it. Kinda disappointed with the design of it. Was expecting it to look different from iPhone 4 ): too bad it looks the same. Now that steve job is dead, i wonder will there be iPhone 5 coming out or not ? Anyway, had a lecture from the boys yesterday and they told me not to waste money on dslr cos i always make inpulsive decision. Haha! Yeah, they really understand me and so i've made up my mind to get iPhone 4s first and try out with the new 8mp camera. Woo hoo! If it satisfy me then i guess i'll drop the thought of getting a camera ((: Phew! Thanks dude for "scolding" me. Lol.

Having some sports event in ngee ann tomorrow but i'm unable to join due to my work ): sigh. Will be meeting stella tomorrow evening to have dinner and chill out somewhere. Its been 4 years since i last saw her. We did not even talk to each other back in our secondary school days as we were from different class and we are actually hanging out tomorrow for the first time. Wonder how will it turn out to be like ? Hopefully it won't be awkward.

This is a must say topic. Met with a super rude taxi driver yesterday. Told william to take down his info and yep, i sent a complaint e-mail to smrt. A very sarcastic one. Lolol! They better reply me otherwise i will never ever take their cab again! Took a screenshot of what i sent and its in my facebook. Haha okay, i know i'm lame. An hour more to fuck off from my office. Will be heading for a run later. If only i'm taller and have a BOOMZ figure )': Brought some slimming tea to my office and distribute to my female colleagues who are trying hard to slim down. I hope it help them (: !

Sometimes the girl who has been there for everyone else needs someone to be there for her ..

2011-10-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

You may not be her first, her last or her only. She loved before she love again.

She's not perfect, you aren't either. And the two of you may never be perfect together.

But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and allow your heart to beat faster,

hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break her heart.

So dont hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.

Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there ...

2011-10-05T21:48:00.001+08:00

Changed a new skin for my blog. I love to dress up so same goes for my blog. Ha! Home from a night jog with sis. I'm now ready to feast with the boys tomorrow evening! Shall work out on friday again provided i'm not lazy :x

Work today is really bored. Been sitting in front of my desktop surfing net and cutting some paper. How to not gain weight when my ass is stuck on the chair for 9 hours ? Tsk! Shall catch Mr Bean show at 10.30 later on. At least there's some entertainment for me now. Anyway a friend just introduced a website on horoscope for me. People can think that i'm retarded to believe in horoscope but i don't give a damn cos i find it really true. Here's the website www.iloveindia.com (: i don't know why its called iloveindia, it sounds so not right. Its alright uh, what matters is that their saying for me (leo) is fucking true!

Received a text from william this morning telling me about him & his girlf. Was told that things got really bad last night and they had officially come to an end. The blame was put on me. Fuck it! Girl, if you can't bring yourself to trust him, then don't be together in the first place. Its clear enough that william and i are really close friends. Just because he used to like me in the past, that doesn't mean that he's cheating on you. You should know that i did not accept him back then and the current status of us is PURELY FRIENDS! Well, what's the use for me to explain to you now ? You can't even believe or boyf, oops i mean your ex, how will you even believe me. I guess you really hate me now eh ?

Anyway, dude be happy that this shit is over. A r/s with no trust is like a car without gasoline, you can stay in it all you want but it will bring you no where. I know you will browse through my blog so yeah i hope you will see this and that bitch will see this too. Oh ya, stop talking behind my back if you are. My conscience is fucking clear alright ?

Lazy to continue, byeeee (:

There's a reason why your heart is located on your left, because its not always right.

2011-10-05T00:25:00.002+08:00

Here's my current ear muse, hope you like it too (:

Suppose to go for a night jog with mum but she wasn't free so we skipped it. Last meal was at 1pm. I'm hungry! The durian ice-cream & pancakes i had this afternoon was superb, at the same time fattening too ): had lunch with desmond and he said as long as i'm out with him, there will never be any chance to slim down. Darn! Meeting william & jin ming for dinner at chomp chomp this thursday. I can only blame myself for having so many friends who love food ~.~ hahaa

Attended chingay meeting last evening, yeah it was inspiring. Learned so much about friendship & also the importance of having friends in life. Throughout the entire meeting, the boys shouted my name whenever the emcees shoot questions and i was busy hiding my face. I guess all the 1000 performers now know my name. Thanks uh guys .____. BUEY TAHAN! Anyway william will be attending the wedding with me at batam :D! So damn looking forward to it. Shopping & eating! Hopefully the hotel will not be a ulu one :3

Sigh >< i'm down with flu right now. Used up a box of tissue already and my nose is as red as a clown. Colleague jio me for dinner and movie but sadly i push him down due to my stupid flu. TSK! Having thoughts to get a camera. Wonder if i should get a normal digital cam or a dslr. Can't seem to make up my mind. My cravings never come to an end seriously. Hahaha but i spend my own money so i suppose its okay ? ((: Gotta wake up at 8am for work tomorrow. The thought of waking up early really turns me off -'- !

It seems that my girlfriend is currently enjoying her life with her stupid army boy. Wonder if she still remember my existence or not. You basically have time for your family & your guy. But when it comes to me, you don't give a fuck about it. I sincerely don't want this friendship to come to an end. Other then my family, i treasure friends the most. I used to push away dates with my ex boyfriend just to hang out with you, do you even remember ? I bet you don't eh ? Why did i even did that seriously ? Girl, you listen up! If i ever get a boyfriend, i'll make sure i forget your fucking name. You can spend all your time with him and i swear i will do the same in future. Meanwhile i will enjoy the company of my awesome group of boyfriends, you guys are still the best ^.^

Everyone says hate is a strong word, but they throw around love like it's nothing ...

2011-10-03T11:57:00.003+08:00

Thanks to those who hated me,

you made me stronger.

Thanks to those who loved me,

you made my heart go fonder.

Thanks to those who cared,

you made me feel important.

Thanks to those who entered into my life,

you made who i am today.

Thanks to those who left,

you showed me that nothing lasts forever.

Thanks to those who stayed,

you showed me true friendship.

Thanks to those who listened,

you made me like i was worth it.

2011-10-02T22:04:00.005+08:00

Quite an old song but i find it nice so yeah thats why i posted up here. Woke up at 1pm today and met up with my usual clique in town. Was late but luckily i wasn't the last one who arrive. Hahahaa! Had a sinful lunch but finally i get to eat EwF for the second time! Had their nutella pie which was so damn heavenly tasty, yes its fattening and so that was my very last meal of the day :D

Went to scape to snap photos, lol we just love to take photos so much. Everywhere we go, there will be pictures taken. Ha! Came home at 7.30pm which was super early cos its a fucking sunday but oh well what to do, our army boy gotta book in ): hope we will be able to spend more time when he pop this sat! Anyway, i'm glad that i did not spend money for shopping today, thanks to my friends for controlling me. My leg is currently aching badly from the long walking with my 12cm wedges ):

Its monday tomorrow ): why is friday so close to monday but monday is so far away from friday ? God damn it -'- ! Having chingay meeting tomorrow at tampines, like a far sia! Complains but i will still go^.^

I wanna continue with my dance lessons but i will be really busy once my chingay training commence, which is like in 2 weeks time ? Hopefully i can take up my dance lessons next year after my performance.

Kinda piss now but i don't wish to think about it. Sigh ):

Wonder how am i going to celebrate this halloween. Hmm ...

I'm not a little girl anymore, I've learned who to trust & who to ignore.

((:

2011-10-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Knock off at 1pm today and headed to tampines to meet the boys for a student study meeting. For the first time I wasn't late. I'm so proud of myself! Hahaha. Glad that yu yang sent us to orchard after the meeting otherwise it'll be a long journey to travel there from east side of singapore. I'm sorry to say that I bought another pair of shoe today so it's like 3 pairs of shoes within 3 days. I'm not a spend thrief! I just work hard (:
Had jap food for dinner and went for a pool game at pomo till now. I managed to win the 3 boys! Ha! On my way home currently and I can't imagine how mummy is going to nag at me for buying another shoe ): can't wait to meet my favourite people tomorrow :D! Today is a happy day for me I can say ?

Nicki Minaj - Fly ft. Rihanna LYRICS

2011-09-30T23:42:00.004+08:00

I haven't touch my macbook for coming a week i guess ? Went to watch fright night with the boys the day before. They find it lame while i find it scary. You see; guys and girls just have different point of view towards horror movies. Lol .____. Just completed my online shopping and i bought a few pieces of accessories to match. Its pretty cheap compared to shops out there so yeah, the money spent is worth it :D! TGIF! But still gotta work for half day tomorrow ): Just arrived back home from ikeda kayokai meeting, learnt so much about her and was taught of al the thoughtful things she did for her husband. I shall be as wonderful as her in future. Ha! Meeting my usual clique to hang out in town this sunday but i guess the person whom i hope to see will never turn up. Well, its okay. People come and go in your life so right now i just gotta accept the fact that this friend of mine had turn into someoone who will not spend time with me. Was really upset for the past few weeks but i will and i must pull myself together and move on (: life is for us to live forward, not backwards. When you have make up your mind to let go and carry on with your life; everything will turn out to be even better than before! Haha, this is me. I won't wait for you anymore. I'm born to be chase after and not to waste my time waiting for people who treats me like dick. HAHA! Anyway anyone wanna go to Batam with me on 29th oct - 30th oct ? Let me know if interested cos i don't wanna go alone ): i have phobia of sleeping alone uh! Lolol. That's all for now. Bye readers ^.^

I carry my own, hold my own & stand on my own.

2011-09-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

Work is kinda bored for today. Guess its because i'm a newbie. Sit there & stare at people. Lol, oh ya was taught how to use photoshop. Its stupid i know but at least now i know how to use a bit ~.~ i'm kinda piss by a few people. The thought of them really makes my blood boil. Okay, i shall not think about it otherwise it may cause wrinkles (:

Having NP25 meeting tomorrow. Can't wait to see my friends! And friday meeting my favourite people for dim sum. Another excuse to gain weight. Gotta buy more anti-toxic pills!! Nothing much to update cos my current life is work, home, work, home. Yeah, i'm a nerd. Nerd is signing off. Byeee :D

The reason why i'm single is because you can't handle this girl.

2011-09-19T20:25:00.005+08:00

First day of work today in a new company. Sad to say it wasn't a perfect one ): forgot to bring my wallet and only realised when i was at the bus stop -.- ran home to take and rush to work. Was just in time, heng! One of my colleague showed me to my desk and my seat was surrounded with guys. Is it a good or bad thing ? Haha! My job was suppose to stay in the office but i don't know why one of the senior colleague brought me out to see the market. I was told to be under him for these 2 days. He's only 25 and he seems really experience! Been so long since i last worked with guys as my previous job only had 1 male. Yeah, went to amk, tpy & funan today to accompany him to send urgent stocks down to courts ~.~ was happy to hear that i will be spending my first day out but the damn rain ruined everything. Was still drenched despite of having an umbrella! WTH! Hmm, anyway he's a nice guy to work with. We chatted through out the whole day about work and personal stuffs. Returned to the office at 5.30 and found a cup of milktea on my desk. If was from another colleague of mine. How nice of him. The people there are so much better then my ex colleagues. Tomorrow will be my second day and i'm looking forward to it. Haha! I will be going around the island again! Yay! That's all for my work, yeah.

Received a text from benjamin earlier on and he's complaining about his girlf -.- dude! I've already told you that your r/s can no longer go on yet you still don't wanna let go. Despite me spending so much time "lecturing" you and giving you advice, you just can't get my words into your head. You're as stubborn as me! And i got a message to tell your girlf, dear whoever, kindly stop pushing your guy to me. If you don't wish him to talk to me either on twitter, fb or via phone, treat him well! Don't give him empty promises! Never let him worry for you! Trust him! Stop texting some unknown guys, you gotta know your current status. You hate him for talking to me and yet you're doing the same thing. Wtf seriously. If your r/s is going smoothly, will he even share his problems with me in the first place ? NO, he won't! He's always asking me for solution to make you happy and ways to get your heart back to him. Doubt you know right ? Hey girl, do you know he cried on the phone while talking to me ? Please fucking wake up and stop asking him to court me! He loves you okay ? Treasure what you have before time teaches you to treasure what you had k? And benjamin, i hope you know what you're doing. When its time to let go, leave with pride. What's the use of breaking up and patching over and over again ? FOR FUCK ??! Piss off -.- byee

Fate, is like taking the lift, once the time comes, you'll meet the right person. No matter how others try to press for your lift, if it's not meant to be, it'll pass (:

Enjoyed myself today!

2011-09-18T18:59:00.002+08:00

Isn't this baby boy adorable? Took this pic at wcp this morning ^.^

A tiring day indeed! Slept at 3am last night. Guess i'm having insomnia ): and it really suck to the core! My body is tired but whenever i'm in bed, i just can't fall asleep. Sigh. And when i eventually fell asleep, i received a morning call from william at 6am. Thanks dude! But i was still late today. As usual :x sorry to keep you waiting buddy (:

Reached west coast park at 8am, bought mac and head over to meet max. Today is more of a slacking day. Haha, slack through out and played with helium gas. Easy money. HA! Ching ching $.$

You guys should really check out that video, my voice sound so damn funny after sucking in the helium gas! Yeah, fun and enjoyable sunday with the boys. Made my day :D!

How time flies, gonna be my first day of work tomorrow. Can't wait to know my new colleagues! Finally got rid of my damn dental job! ((:

Sigh, chat with benjamin on the phone just now. Omg can't believe he cried on the phone while talking to me and by talking to him brought back some fuck up memories i encountered with my ex last year. Yeah, we cried together on the phone in the end. LOL! Just wanna let you know, no matter what decision you make, i will support you as a friend. May you be happy (:

I guess its a break up month ? Hahah, william told me to create a column in a magazine, something like the auntie ann's corner in the teenage magazine whereby she gives advice to teenagers who are having problems in life. I was told to create auntie lynn's love column. What a joke! But good idea eh! Hahaha. Shall pen off, no i should say shall keyboard off ~.~

Don’t waste a minute not being happy. If one window closes, run to the next window — or break down a door.

Buck up guys!

2011-09-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

It's 2am now and I'm posting this post while I'm in bed. Been tossing and turning for an hour but I can't seems to fall asleep. Just had a sms session with William and he's still having some r/s issue with his girl. You see, problems normally occur after the third month. If both parties are serious and willing to change and work hard to keep the r/s going, then you're really lucky but for those who don't, you can only pray hard and keep your fingers cross.

Chatted on the phone with Benjamin. Yep, another dude having problems with his girl. Was told that they just broke up and he's waiting for her return. Well, if you think the wait is worth it then go ahead. I sincerely hope everything turn out like how you want it to be.

Wonder why everyone is having r/s problem. I'm kinda relieve that I'm still single though. Now there's a third guy bailin just told me that he broke up with his girl too. Seriously? What's going on man ? 3 guys! 2 broke up and 1 on the brim of breaking up.

Hmm, for the 2 whom I lend my ear and gave advice to, hopefully you guys don't let my words go down the drain. I can only help till here, the rest is up to you. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile yeah ? Cheer up! Okay, I know it's easy to be said then done but yeah, maybe you guys could keep yourself occupied ? I'm glad you guys trust me by sharing with me all your r/s issues :D

Anyway, watched Johnny English with max today and had dinner at jack's place. The show was hilarious. Laughed throughout. Hahahaa! Gotta wake up in 3 hours time so I shall stop here. Nights! (:

Define bored

2011-09-16T19:32:00.003+08:00

This song is nice! It's a friday today and by right i shouldn't be at home. By left i was at home for the entire day -.- suppose to hang out with a friend but too bad he's down with fever. We will be catching Johnny English tomorrow provided his fever subside. So please recover by tomorrow :x

Mummy just came home from her english class and she started talking to me in english. I know its bad but i can't stop laughing, She told me "Aiyo! Today i go out spent so many money" haa! SO MANY! LOL! And she said she wanna give a call to my sis to see if she will be coming home for dinner and then she said "better don't call, later disturb she" , i told her the correct way is disturb "her" and she asked me what's the difference between she & her, he & him. Now i know why am i so cute, because i have got a cute mum :x lol

Okay anyway i've been rotting in front of my lappy for more then 6 hours. Exploring blogshops to see if there's anything i could purchase but sadly the blogshops nowadays uh, totally CMI -.- cui ttm!

Guided my buddy, william on how to cheer his girlf up. His girlf is currently not feeling too good so yeah, told him to send her encouragement everyday to boost her up. He wrote lots of encouragement on some small lil post-stick notes, put it in a bottle together with a stalk of sunflower and pass it to her after his school today without telling her that he will be heading over, so yeah its meant to be a surprise!! Wonder how they are doing now but i hope it went well (: told william yesterday that if i were a guy, many girls will die in my hand. Lolol! i just got so many ways to win a girl's heart but i can't win a guy's heart. Okay, that's kinda sad ): i wanna be a male next life if i have a chance to choose. Ha!

Was thinking to go for jog but damn! Why am i so lazy ? Yeah, my ass is still stuck on my chair so i guess i should forget about it. Haha i've got so many excuses, no wonder i'm so fat like a pig )': hopefully i will lose weight during all the upcoming trainings for chingay 2012 :D! Mum just fed with with bee hoon and salad and yep, that was my dinner for this evening. I'm still so hungry as i didn't eat much. Hmm today's post is kinda boring cos i did nothing special today and i went nowhere today. Bear with me :/

Halloween is coming and i really wanna go to night safari to celebrate it there but sadly, most of my friends are either schooling or being enlisted. I can't seems to find anyone to go with me. Kay, and some people told me that its kinda costly but i find it okay cos its only once a year. Not as if i ask you everyday right ? -.- and i can't possibly go alone mah. Any kind soul willing to go and spend halloween with me there ? Alright this is getting a bit boring. Shall help out with house chores now. Byee ..

Be a priority, not an option.

LML (Y)!

2011-09-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

Alright, shall blog via my phone for today. Kinda lazy to switch my MacBook on. Watched smurfs in 3D yesterday, yeah it was nice. Those blue lil people are sooo cute! Committed 2 crimes yesterday. 1) I ate mos burger! 2) I ate a big cup of ice cream!
Did sit ups the minute I reached home to make me feel "better" lol! Stupid eh ? Had counseling with 3 broken hearted people. Well, I'm not some professional counsellor, but I really hope you guys find my ears and advice useful. You know, nothing last forever. Same goes for problem. You can't have a rainbow without a little rain, right ? Keep smiling and believe that tomorrow will be better. What don't kill you will only make you stronger! Buck up guys (:

As for today which is 15 sept, it's past midnight so it's 16. Fine just take it as 15 sept. Woke up at 10am to wash up and met William to go to school together although it's a holiday. Slack in his class till 5 and had dinner in school and head to woodlands to meet the rest for np25 at jia wei's house. Been so long since I last attended np25 meeting due to my tied up schedule. As usual, gakkai meetings never fail to motivate me. Especially the last part when wei lun gave a round up speech. Awesome! Accompany William together with the rest to buy supper and train home from woodlands which is super far! It took me an hour to arrive back but well, it's worth it (: Oh ya! I passed the flashing tits to William earlier on in school and his classmates were fantasized about it. Haha! You know guys -.-
Dude, I hope you cheer up eh! Whatever problem you have with your girlf, feel free to share with me. What are friends for ? I know you are gonna stalk my blog so yeah this message is for you (:

Dear friend/bro, you were there for me during my darkest moment in life last year and I really really appreciate those times you spent with me to walk it through with me. The advice you gave, the time you fork out for me and your ear too, I appreciate it so so much! You've seen how I struggled through last year so I hope you can do the same. 无论发生什么事，回到信心的原点，一切都会变得更好! Wu li you boh? Ha! You're the friend I will never ever forget man! Now and always. It's my turn to let you know, anytime you need a listening ear or advising voice, I'm just a phone away okay? I'm sure you and your girlf will be fine (: ghz will make the best arrangement for the both of you. You know what to do at the meantime :D! 加油 William!

Shall do my mask and off for my beauty sleep. Tata!

2011-09-14T14:35:00.002+08:00

Finally i'm able to spend a day doing my favourite thing, MOVIE! Meeting Jasmond later on to catch the smurfs later on. Been finding someone to watch with me but everyone is telling me that its a lame and childish movie -.- fortunately for me i found someone who knows how to appreciate this show to watch with me. Whee~! Catching Johnny English with Max this weekend. I guess i've cleared 70% of the featured movie. Gv & cathay you guys owe me one! Ha!

Took my weight at the hospital yesterday and guess what ? I LOST WEIGHT! Huat uh! Hahaa!

Got a text this morning from a friend asking me for advice on how to maintain his r/s with his girlf. Lol, i've become a r/s counsellor. Gave him advice and i hope it manage to help him. You know who you are dude! Haaa :D

Having NP25 tomorrow night at Jia Wei's house. Been so long since i last attended it, feel kinda bad about it but my schedule was really tied up for the past few month ):

Okay, lappy is running out of power. Shall charge it and head for a shower. Bye (:

Life has many chapters, don't get caught up on one chapter. Move on to the next and see if there's any door open for you (:

2011-09-14T00:47:00.002+08:00

From every wound there's a scar, and every scar tells a story, a story that says ''I survived''

2011-09-13T22:02:00.001+08:00

Hi peeps! I'm home (: Went to cgh in the afternoon to see Dr Yuen. Made an appointment to see him again after my chingay performance to proceed for my surgery. Honestly speaking i'm kinda worried as i scared of PAIN ): Gotta be hospitalized after the surgery, sigh. But with daimoku, i believe i will be fine and able to overcome my fear. It's daddy's birthday today. Though my parents are divorced, dad still bought a cake over for us. Certainly appreciate it dad :D
Receive a text from Dr Clement earlier on and chatted with him via sms for awhile. Outta so many doctors there, i could only feel the care from a few doctors and you are one of them. Was told by him and Dr Tay that if i were to need any dental treatments, i can still look for them at a discounted price. Haha! How nice of em (:
Yes, i complain a lot but tonight i look around me seeing the people in my life & realised i'm truly blessed (:
Life is too awesome to waste your time thinking about someone who doesn't treat you right.

Not everyone stays in your life forever. You just have to learn to let go...

(:

2011-09-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

Just because she smiles, doesn't mean she's happy... she smiles because she's hopeful, she has faith & she's strong.

2011-09-12T23:56:00.001+08:00

Been spamming music for the entire afternoon. And i just got scolded by my neighbour for singing too loudly. STUPID! Been at home thinking about life, about my life. Cried a lot and yeah swollen eyes now. Don't wish to blog in public about the reason behind it. Went shopping to vent out my emotion, yeah bought a dress :D! Gotta head down to changi general hospital tomorrow for a final check up and proceed for my surgery. I hope everything will be fine. Ghz bless me eh :3It's mooncake festival! How to enjoy the moon when the haze is blocking the moon ? -.- Could still remember during last mooncake festival, i spent it at chinese garden carrying a musical lantern. Lol childish but i miss those days when i sat by the playground with mum and played candles while mum fed me with mooncakes. Aww! ~.~Suddenly have to urge to learn cycling. Believe it or not, i can't cycle, can't swim as well. How smart! Any kind soul willing to teach me ? Went out with chrisopher the other day and he tease me with this. Shouldn't have let him know about this fact )':Jane is leaving singapore and go back to her country in Sabah, just met her awhile ago. All the best to you girl (: find your mr right real soon ya ? Hahaa!

If i walk away now, i will be hurt but i won't be heartbroken.

2011-09-12T14:25:00.004+08:00

Had a wonderful wedding dinner at grand hyatt hotel last evening. Food were fantastic but i didn't eat much ): love the ambience there . Entire ballroom was filled with candles, is it romantic or is it dangerous ? Hahaa :x

Heard this phrase during the dinner and i find it rather meaningful

"Marriage does not mean being with someone you can live with but someone you can't live without" ♥

Got home at around 12.30am . Snap a few photos yesterday and its all uploaded in my facebook :D

Am able to rest at home for another 7 days. WHEEEEE!

Everyone wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain ☺

2011-09-11T15:36:00.002+08:00

Came home from ION awhile ago. Met cousin to buy some mooncakes and had lunch at Watami Jap restaurant. Fulfilling but guilty lunch ):

Having a bad flu right now and there's a wedding to attend this evening, sigh. Think i gotta prepare lots of tissue with me later. Having flu at such a wrong timing! My desk is filled with crashed tissue paper now. Lol can't stop sneezing! Gotta go out with a red nose later on ):

Went for chingay kick off meeting yesterday. Was told to put up some theatre dance. New experience and i hope i can make it through. And yes, similar to YOG 2010, we gotta dance in the water again. Wonder if i should feel happy or sad :B

Met Justin after that and watched the movie contagious, it sucks big time. Literally fell asleep sia! Reached home at around 10pm, had a quick shower and met my buddy Christopher to see him have supper and slack till past 1am and yeah, bed time ~.~ I'm feeling kinda sleepy now and its only 3.45pm now -.- guess its due to the flu medication i just took ? )):

I'm tired of fighting, i wanna be fought for. I'm tired of caring, i wanna be cared for. I'm tired of being just me, i wanna be yours ...

戴愛玲-對的人

2011-09-11T15:15:00.000+08:00

This song was introduced to me by William during the darkest moment of my life last november. And its the only chinese song that i really listen and appreciate. Quite an old song anyway but the lyrics are really meaningful and it managed to let me pull myself together. Thanks for your effort dude (:

P.S. you may ignore the first few second, don't know wth they saying in jap -.-

2011-09-10T12:59:00.003+08:00

Afternoon world! Just woke up from my nap. How nice! Slept at 3am last night and woke up at 8am this morning. That's a total torture! Head down to my new office to sign some documents this morning and yes the journey there simply sucks! Can't believe that i'm gonna go through that process almost everyday starting from next week -.- so many se peh peh! One of them still whistle some more -'- FUCK YOU! Curse that you can never erect for eternity mann! Lolol~ Anyway i was told to start work on 19th of sept which means i can decompose at home for another 8 days! Shiok like a G6 <3

Heading to tampines at 3pm for chingay kick off meeting. Wonder what kinda dance are we suppose to put up o.o

Meeting my buddy christopher at 10pm tonight. Got no idea why are we meeting at such a late timing -.- but well, its okay.

Its 1.30pm now and i have not had my lunch ):

Alright, that's all for now. Shall have a good bath and head to ica now. Cheers* (:

Sometimes, bad days are there to remind you that you have good ones to look forward to (:

2011-09-09T19:30:00.004+08:00

This is what i do when i get bored (:

I don't chase after anyone anymore. If you want to walk out of my life I'll hold the fucking door open for you.

2011-09-09T18:19:00.004+08:00

Nua-ing at home so decided to blog. Received a text from Stanley early in the morning to ask me out for lunch so yeah. Went for lunch at Ajisen and had my manicure done. Nice?Thanks for your patience ((: hahaa didn't nag at me though the entire process took quite sometime.

Had a hard time choosing a gift for a friend of mine, stanley gave me an idea and so we went to a sex shop and i bought a lamp which resemble a boobs. LOL~ i hope william don't hate me, find it cool though. Hahaa :D

Gotta head to my new office tomorrow morning to sign some documents. Like a troublesome only!

Can't wait for Chingay kick-off meeting tomorrow afternoon, yay! Sad to say its located at tampines. Damn far!

And there's a wedding to attend this sunday. I love to attend wedding (Y)! Wonder when is my turn ...? Lolollllllll . Aw!

<3

2011-09-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

You're fuckin' perfect to me

2011-09-08T18:43:00.002+08:00

Strong enough to stand alone, yet humble enough to know that everybody needs somebody sometimes. Am i referring to myself ?

2011-09-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

Okay, i've quit my damn job, like finally! This will be my last week :D! Went for an interview earlier on and yeah i can start work next week. This two years working there was like hell. You know it really suck to be the youngest in a company. You're always at fault, always >.

It's been 10 days since you last spoke to me. I know i have no right to complain but hey friend, i miss you. I sincerely hope both of us could make it out as friends but many told me this is impossible. Sigh, i'm so damn sorry. LYNN! WHY ARE YOU STILL THINKING ABOUT IT?! Maybe because no one will watch my favourite movie with me, no more zoo trip, no more night safari this halloween.

Mum is right, at times i'm really cold blooded. My brain is filled with the song break your heart by Taio Cruz. Lol ._____.

If you fall for me, i'm not easy to please. I might tear you apart, told you from the start. I'm only gonna break your heart ~

Right here waiting for the day you regard me as your friend once again (:

2011-09-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

It's past midnight now. I can't seems to fall asleep. Writing this post while tears roll down. I don't know why this is happening. I'm such a failure! A total failure in life. Things were there but i just didn't appreciate it. Looking at people around me kills me.

Went out with william and his friends just now as i received a call from him that his friend wanna get a gift for his girlf. So i headed town to orchard since staying home alone makes me feel worse. Gave him several ideas on what to get for his girl. Yep, eventually he heed my advice and got a perfume. I've always been enjoying my current status but somehow recently i'm beginning to feel so left out. Everyone seems to have a tied up schedule, yeah no time for me. I have no right to complain. Ah fuck, bye

2011-09-06T12:11:00.002+08:00

Its so dusty here. Deleted all of my old posts as nothing worth for me to keep. Nothing interesting in my life right now. Working is my everyday cycle. Am sad to say that i lost a few great friends due to my cold blooded character. If you are able to read my blog, all i wanna tell you is that i really appreciate what you did but somethings are just not meant to be. I know its impossible for us to be friends again so yeah, all the best to you and i am sure you will find someone much better then me (: hahaaa

Gotta head to work in 2 hours time, in a super sian mode right now. I'm happy to say that i'm able to participate in chingay 2012! Training will commence next month :D can't wait! Woots~! That's all for now. Wonder how long will i make my next post.

2011-07-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

BLOG OFFICIALLY DEAD (: